so...new obsession, this song "Will You Be My Valentine" here's a link
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it also has an alternative version where he hates the girl's guts and wants her to die, but also still wants to sex her...I like the happy lovey-dovey one more...of course. I think I like cheesy love songs too much. Oh well. "Something About Us" by daft punk, also amazing-probably mentioned it before haha. I think this year I will be the happiest and most depressed of the last few years. Both at once of course will make the statement true. I, of course, don't think that it's possible for me at this point to ever become nearly as depressed as I have been in the past-but I am definitely at a peak for happiness. Well a few things could pretty much own my world and make me want to die, but I don't feel like thinking about them. And of course, things which are making me sad now, have made me sad, very, very sad, a long time ago as well. I never really put them to rest-I'm not quite sure how but I need to because they're making me depressed. I need to eat something now...but idk what to eat. I think I really like the band Daft Punk...like all of their songs are good...yeah. I want cake. maybe I'll go eat some bacon and eggs and pancakes? maybe too much work. I really don't need to let myself break down and cry today...so perhaps I'll draw or something?
meh. perhaps.